So after waiting for my VISA for 3 months almost 4 months, I've finally finished all my paper work for this VISA. I have to tell you that this is one of the most difficult trials I've ever had to go through. Waiting for 3 months, not knowing what was going to happen, to be PATIENT! It was definitely a life changing experience. I believe that God really tested my faith, and I feel like I failed his trial, I doubted every second of it, and sadly I must confess, I'm still doubting. I always considered myself as a "woman of faith" but I have to tell you that God proved me wrong. I still have so much to learn, so much growing to do, and I'm glad that I went through this to realize how human, and imperfect I really am. But as I went through all of these trials, I learned and grew closer to God every day. Everything seems as if I'm leaving July 10th, but I trust God that if anything happens and I don't leave that God still has a huge plan for my life here in Flamingo. I have to trust and have faith because there is nothing else I can humanly do. Finally, i am forced to have faith, and I thank God because he keeps testing me and loving me to become more like Jesus.
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